| Servant |
Tammy's Vision My Vision, Is to provide a wide range of Christ-Centered assistance, by Helping Those who are dealing with "STRONGHOLDS" Offer Christ-Centered Classes (Discipleship) Having a Christian environment, that will be available to the public. Aid & Support individuals by providing Community Resources, placing families into Local Churches. Back them in their decision to change their lifestyles and desires, to let anyone know if they establish Jesus as their personal Saviour their are benefits they will receive. Their life and the lives of their families can be restore by acknowledging their need for the care of God. ___________________________________ My Testimony As a child growing up, in a family where I was the step child. I wasn’t accepted and I new that. I felt it & there wasn’t a day that went by that I knew, I wasn’t wanted there. Knowing that I wasnt accepted or wanted, I would learn People, their wants & their needs and do my best to know what it was that they needed, & I would do everything I could to try & meet their need just so that I could be accepted by them. There were many things that I had to do as a child that I did not want to do. I did not want to have to cut every neighbors grass, “I couldn't’t breath”. I didn’t want to work outside, the way, that I was made to work. I wasn’t a man. But I knew if I wanted to be accepted then I would have to work harder than anyone else around me. I became fearful, realizing I wasn’t able to be what people wanted or needed me to be or do. I wasn’t able to meet their expectation. I took what I felt as a child into adult hood & I have never felt like I have been wanted or accepted by anyone. I always felt like people had to put up with me because I was in their life and there was nothing that could be done about it, I was just there. The loneliness in my life was more than I could bare, I was so limited to what I was able to accomplish in my life. Until one day, I turned to drugs, sex, work & money hoping to fulfill a need that was deep with in me. I soon discovered that I had a sense of courage & boldness, I was fearless, I was able to do things that I could not do before. My life now revolved around Drugs, My Children, Money & Work. The drugs seem to fulfill a emptiness that was with in me. But It wasn’t long that the drugs no longer fulfilled that need with in me. So I found my self doing more & more, now I have found myself, just surviving. There is no Peace in My Life, in My Mind,My life was like a roller coaster. I was driven by the need to be accepted, the need to accomplish. Drugs, no longer gave me the acceptance that It once did. Now I find life without hope and no meaning with no purpose at all. At the age of 39 I had finally hit bottom, after 20 some odd years on drugs. I have exhausted all of my means of survival. I could go on no longer, I was finished. Sin had truly took me to place I thought I would never go. I have done things, I never thought I would do and sin has cost me everything. Sin held me in bondage. On the night of July 6-1998 I cried out for God to please Save Me & Deliver Me from this life. I knew their was a God & that God was for My Mother & for a few other people but I never believed God would accept or be there for me. So that night as I cried out to God. I said to God, I will give you One Day. And in that day I will give You My All, My Heart, My Soul, My Mind, I am gong to trust you with everything I got inside of me. Please God be there for me. That night God delivered me. Instantly of a 20 year drug addiction & that one Day has turned into Day after Day, after Day. I now have found myself 9 & half years later still serving God. He is Faithful, He is Trust Worthy, He has Keep Me thru every Storm, I have faced. Jesus Christ, fulfills every longing need I have. JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW, FOR THE BIBLE TELL ME SO. |
